It’s a late Monday night and I wanted to write a couple of words before I am off to bed.
There hasn’t been much activity lately because I have been too busy mothering, working and spending time on other hobbies.
Wow! I just saw my last entry was from October 21, 2019. Yikes! Sorry about that.
It’s been a while since I have wrote anything, gosh, I don’t even know where to begin. I always tell myself to write something, even if it’s about my current fangirling over a certain kpop group. (I know, I know! I am not the typical older woman/mother to be fangirling).
So I just decided to give a brief recap of what’s been happening.
I have been busy with fulltime work, taking care of children when I come from work and juggling a habit of being creative. I decided later last year that I had to commit to myself that I will have no new year’s resolutions for 2020; that I would only do what I feel like doing.
To be creative is just a lifelong goal for me. Am feeling very passionate about it more than ever. Although I will say that sometimes I am just not motivated or have the energy to do something. I get fear all the time when I think about starting again in sketching or drawing. Will I be talented? What should I sketch? Should I post it online? So many questions. So fearful of it being seen and judged by others. But I guess in order to build the community that I want, I have to take that step. Very scary.
So please bare with me readers. I am still getting over this fear of sharing my thoughts and self online. It’s like diving into the ocean during high tide.
Peace & Love,
Bren